like, I don’t know if there’s something seriously wrong with me. I always get nervous before work, yea I’m new, but like, I get serious anxiety. I get so anxious I don’t think I can even walk in. sometimes I think I’m too into my boyfriend, sometimes he’s the only thing that makes me happy. I feel like I’m addicted to him, it can’t be healthy, can it? sometimes I feel like I’m socially retarded. sometimes I don’t know if I hate everyone, or if everyone hates me. all I want to do it lose weight, but I think I’m addicted to food. like, really, I can’t say no to food. I love it too much, it make me happy.
all I want is to be perfect.
I think I care too much. people think I’m a mean person, but I want to cry for the lonely old men who lose their wives. I want to cry every time I see stupid roadkill. I want to cry knowing my dog is gonna die soon, knowing he’s scared break my heart.
idk, I could do on but I want to sleep. goodnight. time for more anxiety tomorrow.
14 notes - Feb 24th 2012
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chocolatdubulge said:
your only problem is you worry too much, just relax and let your feelings feel!
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torchfang said:
Not sure what to say, but you should take things one at a time. Things like normality have no true guideline, it’s all state of mind. Try to take it easy.
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martinpp said:
you don’t have to think of what’s normal just think about how things come to you. I think you are beautiful how you are and shouldn’t care about the views of others. Anxiety can happen to anyone but just talk ok? I’m, here and you have tumblr ^^ ask
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sarahmomo said:
I identified with so much you said. You know, there’s something wrong with all of us, not just you. You want to feel beautiful and you get nervous and you love food and you’re in love. Good. That means you’re living. Talk to me anytime love :)
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goddess-of-insanity said:
Honey, you need to start accepting yourself, being someone you can be proud of, no matter what the world says. Also, why would you need to lose weight? You’re beautiful! Accept it and you might get a bit less anxious at work
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